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March 15th, 2009 10:18 pm 32 + I'm confused. I've never had to deal with the loss of someone I was this close to. I've never felt closer to another person- never felt as though- well- I know she got my last letter, my drunken chicken scratch making sure she knew how much she meant to me and how much she was the impetus for my move to New York (it was one year ago last week). I love you I love you I love you C. said he wont know what to do when he goes home and she's not there to jump out with her arms spread and yell and make everyone everything okay I love ytou

	lookit these pix
January 18th, 2009 8:36 pm 53 + hay friends things in nyc are okay! i got a job, doing IT work. it's great. i go all over the city fixing different things. i work hard, i am good at what i do, i enjoy it, i dont sit in a boring office (or at my house) reading message boards all day anymore. Moving in with my girlfriend next week. Relatively nervous. I think it will be nice, though. What should I expect? Tips? HALP here is a picture of meg and i. check my flickr for a couple more from the summer. ( one more of us ) that's all for now. love, neil music all girl summer fun band

	trip back to worcester
May 23rd, 2008 7:07 pm 22 + I was back in Worcester to see my mom graduate college. Hung out in Allston with Rod & co., partied in Worcester with Joc, Maura, Chris, and others; saw my family, lots of fun was had, beerz, The Model, saw Ana!, jacuzzi'd with Tiel, lunch with Natasha and Eponine, missed a couple people I really wanted to see but I couldn't deal with 9 hours on trains and buses in one day sorry It was nice to see my friends and laugh and realize I haven't had a really good laugh in 2 months, even my family was a riot, I miss that But being back in NYC around all this energy and action and I don't know I don't think I could live in Mass again, at least for a while. ( a couple more ) I work at Neighborhoodies again, in Brooklyn. It's decent. Went to court yesterday for my skateboarding thing, panicked, took the $95 fine instead of standing my ground with the NOT GUILTY plea and facing a possible CRIMINAL RECORD and I can't believe I fucking did that because that's so much money My brother Glenn is coming to hang out tonight WHAT CAN WE DO u guise

	i live above the dredlock barber shop. free weezy.
April 5th, 2008 5:35 pm 49 + Just checking in. I wish I had realized the pawn shop across the street would be in this photo. Neighborhoodies shut our store down, so I lost my job. Fuck a buncha that! I loved working there. Ohh well. I need a new job. The city is great. I'm getting by. I'm exhausted. Went to a bar last night, a 3 minute walk away. Tried to get home and needed a cab because I didn't know where I was. I almost started crying, being drunk and exhausted and wet and lost but really I was just being ridiculous. Write me a letter, I'll write back. music tonight, tonight

	omg nyc lol
March 23rd, 2008 7:47 pm 32 + hay NYC is great i'm having a lot of fun and meeting new people and working a lot and walking and just haaaangin come visit, i'm a 5 minute walk from the fung wah dropoff today i got a summons for sk8boreding. i have to go to court? hahahah ok more uptade l8r BYE mis you!

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